突然觉得很感触，也能表达我这两个星期的心情！！

tank - 如果我變成回憶

作詞:陳信廷 施人誠 作曲:tank

累了 照慣例努力清醒著
也照慣例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在夢中 不聽話的 就停止了

聽著 呼吸像浪潮拍動著
越美麗越讓我忐忑
我還能珍惜什么
如果我連自己的脈搏 都難掌握

如果我變成回憶 退出了這場生命
留下你錯愕哭泣
我冰冷身體 擁抱不了你
想到我讓深愛的你 人海孤獨旅行
我會恨自己 如此狠心

如果我變成回憶 終于沒那么幸運
沒機會白著頭發 蹣跚牽著你 看晚霞落盡
漫長時光總有一天你會傷心痊愈
若有人可以 讓他陪你 我不怪你

快樂 什么時候會結束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你緊緊抱著
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得

如果我變成回憶 退出了這場生命
留下你錯愕哭泣
我冰冷身體 擁抱不了你
想到我讓深愛的你 人海孤獨旅行
我會恨自己 如此狠心

如果我變成回憶 終于沒那么幸運
沒機會白著頭發 蹣跚牽著你 看晚霞落盡
漫長時光總有一天你會傷心痊愈
若有人可以 讓他陪你

如果我變成回憶 最怕我太不爭氣
頑固的賴在空氣 霸占你心里 每一寸縫隙
連累依然愛我的你 痛苦承受失去
這樣不公平 請你盡力 把我忘記

haix...unlucky day!!!!..>.<...BAD DAY!!!!

Today our church got bazaar n today also is our 52th Merdeka..i believe everyone should be very happy n excited to go out with family n celebrate...for me....today is a bad n unlucky day!!!...>.<...r3eli hok o!!!.....FINALLY I CAR ACCIDENT!!!..First time in my life!!...haix...

Anyway,,i should thx God no give me a big accident for my 1st lesson!!
thx God in this accident no ppl hurt!!!
thx God remind me must drive carefully next time!!!!
thx everything!!!

Beside that,,my body very pain!!!.walking also pain..reli cham!!!...i think whole week cant do too hard thing or exercise!!!!..reli need minus my weight dy!!!!!

BAD DAY IS THE STARTING FOR HAPPY DAY!!!!
GOOD NITE EVERYONE!!!

Great n exhousted day!!!

Eli morning 830 woke up n get ready got to foo chow having my semi-final badminton war game!!!....firstly v all was thought that v sure lose to them dy..bcs our group dun have pro single n just fit in doubles only!!!...In the end, v won the game!!!..wohohohoho...XD...tat sandakan team totally shock n very angry,sad,,dissapointed...they never expect that they will lose!!!!...Just now they said they wan revange by next year!!!..hehe...The result v get number 2 in this competition!!!...what a shock won!!!!...bt in the end my whole body was painful!!!...

Bibi must jia you!!...i noe u can do it de...4give me do one time bad guy!!...i reli dun wan see u suffering dy!~i wan live in better life n different life!~i believe someone sure wishing with u again n try his best to give u a better life n happy life!!!!..he is waiting!~

haix...my body totally cant move n walk one step..whole body pain one time...haha..cham!!!...oklar..Good nite again to everyone!!..HAPPY MERDEKA DAY!!!!....NITE!!

Tiring day~blur blur!!!!

Eli morning 830 was woke up by my father that going to foo chow play badminton competition!!!...damn sleepy in that time bcs this two weeks totally dun have a good sleep...every night sure over 12am just go to sleep!!!..

When i reach foo chow stadium,,,all uncle uncle was very surprises that i still at kk..Bcs they all tot me went to Germany dy!!..After that meet a lot of badminton's friends,,they all shock why i also got join this competition!!..n said ''cham lor,,which team u r?...hope dun fight with ur team...scare scare!!!haha...so fast scare dy...zzzz..I VERY NOOB DY..OK!!...DUN BE SCARE,,WONT EAT U ALL DE..HEHE...finally win n manage to go in semi-final!!!...tml will fight for goin to final!!..pray for us!!!..=)

Just now when on the way home,,,suddenly im thinking that in this world,,girl will choose which type of boy???......A..Dreamboy 90%,,inside 10%...or....B..Dreamboy 40%,,,inside 60%!!!!.....what my answer is,,i think mostly girl still will choosing A answer!!!!..i think this also many girl's heart wish to have it n wish to get it!!!..haix..

haix...lazy write it liao..better go to sleep,,tml still got war let me go to fight!!!...Support me!!...Good nite everyone!!..Have a nice n sweet n Great Dream!~

wishing!~plus waiting!~

Ntg special today..Just stay in full of Emotion day!!!....bcs why...Kelvin u should noe why!~..

Just now just finish talk phone with her..reli so long no didnt talk so long dy!!~..happy n full of wish in my heart!~..bt must contol control control!!...i dun want be a bad guy!~..

Thx you kept remind me must owes be thankfull to our GOD...
Thx for everything what had been happen by last week!!!
Thx for everything was not too late be know the truth!!
Thx for everything, Just can let me learn new thing n gain new experience!!!..


THX GOD!~Good nite Everyone!~^^

Weng Weng Night Again~!!

一大早起来，我的头很痛！！！。。昨天晚上本来出去喝茶，哪里知道结论去喝红酒！~~这次不是我要喝的，我是陪喝的。可能我也有一点想喝。。hehehe。。红酒哦，我最爱的！！。。。哈哈哈哈哈。。。哪里知道又喝到醉醉了。不过也好，让我可以大胆的把我的心里话都说给她听！。那我就等那天的到来！~。。突然想起昨晚我是不是说话说得很大声？？。。那不是让人听到？？。。哈哈哈哈哈哈！！。。haix。。不理它啦，=）

Pulau Trip!!..快乐的时间一定很快过的。~~

今天我和朋友们一起去岛玩！！。第一次玩banana bot!!!...真的很好玩.，，很刺激。。希望下次还有机会！！。好久好久没有那么的高兴了。。。^^

很奇怪，每当跟她出去玩的时候一定会很轻松的，可以把全部都抛到脑后。快乐的时间真得很快过，就像一眨眼就过了。。可能我们是一个很奇怪和很复杂的关系！。。我也不知道是什么关系~~无论如何，有很多话想对她说但是不可以！！。希望某天某热还有机会在对她一一的说完！！。。

今天虽然很高兴，，但是心里真得很复杂！！我真的可以把她当成朋友了吗？我放下了吗？？还是我在压抑着自己？逼自己把她忘了？？不然为什么我一自每次都把自己灌醉？每次都发梦到她和想念她！。。

上帝，求你快快把我带出这个困境。。我要一个丰富的人生而不是在这里花时间在痛苦！！。我要你的祝福！！！

Camping IN The Jungle & Moody~

Yesterday our church youth was organization went inside the jungle n stay inside for one night...This is because we wanted to let them learn how to become a good leader in the future. This is a great camp for me n i believe same to them too!!.Everyone was fine...THANKS GOD!!


Just nw i just call her ask about the ph line thing, i felt that she act like very close to me and make me feel no comfortable and think why nw u just so care about me??? why so scare i dun wan to meet u again?? why so scare i wont t k of myself?? ...V Broke up dy and everything is ur DECISION,, den why nw u wan come bak n treat me good again?...DEN Before that, u not very cruel N wan to END Everything n didnt care about my feeling?...huh???..WAT U WAN FROM ME AGAIN!!!!....U just make me become Hate u more!!!!..HAIX!!!..


SOB SOB!!!